18 Jul

My narrative essay is finished

I’m not proud of the fact that I had to order a narrative essay from an academic writing help website.

But I had no experience with narrative paper writing and I needed to see how it was done so that I could learn from it. I think I’ve achieved that and I’ve used it to construct my own version. Although it’s very similar and I am still feeling like a cheat, I have attempted to learn from it and hopefully I won’t have to order to many more essays online.

It’s a very good narrative essay and I’m happy to hand it in, but obviously I’m going to feel incredibly guilty about doing so. I can’t help that, the alternative is to hand in something actually just rubbish and maybe not progress the way I want to, and I’m not prepared to do that.

It’s been a bit of a rollercoaster couple of weeks will been doing this because I have been so guilty about it. It’s been a big thing but I’m now glad I got that writing help I and that I’m on my way again. I feel it’s actually freed my mind little bit because I now have the ability to write in a way that I didn’t really understand before. So it’s been a good thing as well as a bad thing.

I’m also pleased I’ve been able to write in this blog. I would have felt even more guilty and felt more pressured if I had not had this blog as an outlet. I didn’t expect it to be all about what I typed about so far, but it doesn’t really matter, what’s important is that I have got things off my chest and stopped things building up, which was the entire point of doing this blog in the first place.

So it’s a big success for the blog because it means I’ve got an outlet which helps me, and it’s a big success really in terms of ordering the narrative essay online, because it’s helped me to learn and help to justify the decision I made.